I have a pair of sleepy eyes that makes my face look emotionless 

Honestly, I’m so tired during this time. 

Working from morning until late of night. 

Then, handled my dad’s small logistics company. Like 90% responsible on my shoulder. Feel so stressed melayan kerenah. But I always remind myself “jangan merungut sangat farah, ini punca rezeki. Lebih baik penat cari rezeki drp tak de buat apa rezeki pun tak ada”

Worried thinking about my studying at the same time even this time is my sem break in 2019.

Worry about my future too.

My worry makes me feel so tired, 

If I not take part in finding money, What will happen to my family?

If I give up studying, what will happen to my future?

Lecturers, some people at school, assignments, exams... really challenging but at the same time feel so exciting.

Studying is hard. Need to memorize everything. Need to understand everything. Need to be brave presenting infront of my 40 classmates++ . Luckily, some of them give me support by paying attention. If a good day during presentation, lecturer will react positively, If not  a very good day, kene attack telan ajela.

The One and only lecturer who made me feel excited to go to school already resigned. Feel so sad honestly. Really sad. 

What else do I have at school?

Small group of friends, my club , my favorite advisor, food and dream

Owh, mcm byk pula yg ada at school. Hehe 

I believe everyone facing challenging silently just like me and at the same time we receive a lot of blessing. This is my situation while other people having their own personal situation too.